Lovesick
Posted Dec 3, 2013 by anonymous | 256 views | 4 comments
I'm incredibly lonely and can't admit it to anyone. I haven't had a decent relationship in about 3 years, and recently after dating a girl for 2.5 weeks (Who then decided she didn't want to see anyone, not necessarily me) has put me into a spiral of depression that I can't get out of. I'm literally sick every day, can't stop thinking about this girl, and have even abandoned social media just so I could get away from wanting to think about her. I can't sleep. I wake up at odd times during the night and can't help but think about her. Sometimes I can get my mind to shut off and go back to bed, but every time I get up the thoughts come back. I know that I don't miss her, but the idea of having someone to hold... but it won't stop my heart from hurting. I know this is all irrational, but I can't stop. I'm beginning to become very depressed, and don't want to do anything but think about this girl. I wish that I didn't want love this much. I wish I was some sort of anti-social, careless fool who would be okay with just being alone. I convinced myself for 3 years that I was happy by myself, and that while I wanted someone I didn't need them. Every time I throw up over this, I realize how wrong I was.
Commented Dec 4, 2013 by anonymous
You need to pay for some pussy and get fucked, dude.
Commented Dec 4, 2013 by anonymous
You need to ask her the reason she doesn't likes you or why she doesn't want to hold the relationship up.
Commented Dec 3, 2013 by anonymous
Don't worry man, another girl will come along when you least expect it ;)
Commented Dec 3, 2013 by anonymous
Fuck that piece of shit. There is so much pussy out there that it is not funny. Get your sorry ass out there and find it.