IMPOSTER-well at least you put my symbol!! LOL. And your point would be with your post from the past? If your intent was to make trouble....actually you did me a favor. You reminded me that I owe sweetpea's turbo a long overdue proper apology. /// To turbo's sweetpea. Now that it's common knowledge that the close friendship that stanno and I shared since before Christmas has just recently evolved into us becoming a couple I can explain things I couldn't before. My complaint with you was never about you and sweetpea's turbo as a couple and you are well aware of that. I did, however, keep making comments (some quite rude to get the point across) that the two of you should go elsewhere to post in order to keep the troublemakers from degrading a beautiful relationship as they hate to see people happy. You shouldn't have to spend the time the two of you have to be together fending off cruel remarks and back posts. I think my point was well shown immediately after it was learned on Raw that stanno and I have become a couple and exactly why I didn't want anyone other than close friends to know. I expected to get blasted by the troublemakers but, I have to admit that even I was dumbfounded by the lies that were set forth in order to degrade our relationship. They will go to any length to try and bring you down on here if they believe you are happy as you well know! That aside, my only complaint with you has been about your treatment of Vic and unwillingness to forgive and forget and remain on civil speaking terms so you would at least know where each other stood at all times. That way you would have known that Vic could not be doing the things I already knew for a fact she couldn't have done—as be shorty. Both of you are very head strong women and extremely outspoken when provoked (Lord help us...lol). Words and cruel comments made by you to shorty in believing it was Vic and comments made to me as I stood by Vic was proof of that. Vic has tried on occasions to forgive and forget and make peace with you even after the comments were made to shorty and so have I in coming up with window magic so that you could post in peace. Sadly, I have also recently discovered that I am the one responsible for the trouble that started between you and Vic in the first place!!! If I would have known I would have came forward long before now. Now that I do know I am coming forward with what I recently discovered I had done which caused the trouble that day. During our last confrontation you mentioned how could Vic not see sweetpea's turbo's post when it was right there. No, actually it wasn't....and that was because of me and all the glitches I was causing that day. If you go back and look I posted to Vic that I was on Raw and was looking for the “trouble”. By trouble I was referring to ALL of my posts in my old name as I had just discovered from Vic that rawcomplaints is also rawconfessions, which my ex who's stalking me frequents. I was on the back pages doing “window magic” at record speed before my ex recognized that I was on Raw and started to stalk me on here too and cause trouble. (too late though). My erasing caused glitches up front. When Vic signed on there was a string of bogus posts everyone had to skip past. She was not lying when she said she could not see sweetpea's turbo's response to her. Everyone was having problems with posts that night. There was also a comment Vic tried to post that didn't go through until it was placed on the page in a way which appeared that it was directed at you. Vic was not lying that it didn't post properly and was not directed at you. Vic also made a joke that maybe someone was trying to keep her from telling sweetpea's turbo her good news. As you said in our last confrontation how could Vic not see the post it was there. The confrontation between you and Vic started because you didn't believe she was telling the truth. I assure you, in proof, she was telling the truth. You thought Vic had lost her mind and in turn for being attacked by you in not believing her she thought the same about you. You both said things to each other in anger. Considering you once had plans to all meet one day that is a sad thing to throw away a friendship due to some glitches caused by me!! I wish I had realized I was at fault sooner as I would have come forward right away. I have no problems admitting when I am wrong or have done yet another stupid thing! I hope one day you two can set all this aside and at least be civil to one another. You know now that Vic was telling the truth that day! As for you and I turbo's sweetpea-- we have had our own differences in the past and I have been overly hard on you. I tried to make that up to you with window magic. I've been trying to reach out to you for some time. Our last confrontation was the result of happening just as I was having to quit smoking due to heart problems, putting up with an ex who is stalking me and doing harm to our children every Saturday during his visitation time to hurt me, along with some doubts about what I wanted or didn't want at the time in my personal life. I acted poorly that day (even worse than usual for me) and I apologize for my behavior during that last confrontation. From what I have seen lately though turbo's sweetpea you have matured a lot and are becoming a good poster when no one bothers you so you can post. I have made comments about some of your recent posts because they deserved it. I thank you for the kind comments you have made about me as well. The purpose of this post is to ask you to forgive me for my bad behavior to you in the past. I don't want to just sweep this under the rug. Do you understand that I am not asking you to become buddybuddy with me as you put it, but to simply and honestly forgive me! I have and still do feel bad about my behavior or I wouldn't have started window magic to make up for it. Can you, and do you accept my sincere apology and forgive me for my behavior to you in the past? I look forward to receiving an honest yes or no from you depending on how you feel about this.