Lonely for ever
Posted Apr 28, 2012 by anonymous | 443 views | 3 comments
When I was young my mother died in labor with me. My brother ran onto the road when he was four and that ended his life. My father had cancer and died when I was 13 I then became a orphan were I was bullied by the other orphans I didn't get adopted because no one wanted the teenagers. When I was 23 I met the most beautiful woman of my life. We married and wanted kids but we found out I was infertile and could not have children. So we lived together doing what we did but one night when I got home from work the police were they explained that my wife had Been involved in a car accident on the Hume highway. She died on the way to the hospital. I became angry and started yelling why did no one ring me then I looked at my phone it was off. That night I was going to hang myself. But I didn't her funeral was hard it wasn't a big one either as I couldn't afford it. I am now 69 and shed died when I was 28. I am now 68 and live by myself. No one has come into my life since. I have also told my doctor If I get cancer I won't get the treatment for it.
Commented Apr 30, 2012 by anonymous
Oh!! You are having very sad story. It is hard to live without a companion in life. Try meet with people of your age & thoughts so you can share your emotions with them.
Commented Apr 29, 2012 by anonymous
so are you 68 or 69? typo or bs? can't tell. but if it's true, then you really need to get out into your community. start meeting people. get a hobby where you have to socialise. it won't replace what you've lost, but it will help a little bit.
Commented Apr 29, 2012 by anonymous
Oh I'm sorry. It would be hard to live without my wife.