life is just that unfair
Posted Feb 8, 2012 by anonymous | 410 views | 2 comments
I am so selfish, I fell in love with a girl who is taken. We started off as classmates, then we became friends, then confidants, then I fell in love... I never considered how she felt about him because I just felt that I was so much better than him. She loves him and its so evident now more than ever. I'm wasting my time but, I love her. I love her so much. It's that feeling that there is an elephant stepping on my chest when I think about her being with not me. I'm a fool just realizing this huge thing right now, after 2 years. I'm honestly so lost right now because of this, this huge fucking thing.
Commented Feb 8, 2012 by anonymous
Ya. You pretty much fucked yourself and she totally let you cause she loves the attention - reagardless of who it's coming from. She probably kicking sand with her real bf and your, well, you're writing on this website about your pathetic situation. That sucks. On the bright side, you have your whole life ahead of you and there are tons of girls in the world and ten years from now she won't matter. In reality, I think she played you big time - for real.
Commented Feb 8, 2012 by anonymous
Forget about the past. Have a fresh start of life. Whatever happened was not in your hand. The whole life is your, don't spoil it.