Life is fucked up!
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 138 views | 0 comments
I have decided there is a heaven & a hell. There is a heaven above but hell is right here on earth! When I have to 'flee' my home every chance I get, when I have to wake up feeling like I am already dead, when I only keep going for my children, family, and friends, when I only exist, when I drive down the street watching all the trees or phone polls that could make it all go away if I just get the guts to slam into one.......that's hell. When I only keep going because if I were to disappear others would be hurt...THAT'S hell. What kinda life is this to live? So you tell me who is more selfish??? I have always operated under the belief that giving up was a cowards way out, and selfish to those I leave behind, but about 1 hour ago I have started thinking the people who don't put up with what I put up with day in and out, the people who want ME around so they don't miss me are maybe the selfish ones. If I had some painful disease like cancer or AIDS would they be so upset I was suddenly gone, or would they say...'well, she is not suffering anymore and thank god I was gone and resting'?
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