I am so in love with my wife- I can honestly say that I never doubted my love for her and up until a few months ago I never doubted her love for me. I have caught her lying to me recently ( both big and small stuff) . I am at the point of hiring a private investigator because I believe she is not being faithful. Trust has never been an issue with us, but now I find myself daydreaming about how she is not being honest / faithful to me. I do not want to break her trust by hiring a PI but I do not know what other path to choose. We fight almost weekly and I feel like the fights are started on purpose by her. We have one child that could not be any better of person, I feel like I am so blessed when I see / talk or just be around our child. I have asked if there is somebody else and this causes more fights. I am finding it hard to work - bc of my fears. I recently caught her lying to me-something very trivial - but do not understand her lack of truth. If you asked anybody that has known us, they would call us the model for marriage. If only they knew how my heart aches and I find myself in utter fear of what lies ahead. I try to just focus on job/ child and hope for a better week, better day, or better month . I do not know who to turn to - if I ask my friend for advice and chance that this is all a misunderstanding and it gets back to her about my feelings. Than we will fight and I could drive her away. I know that I am lucky that I have my Heath, my child is happy and that I have not faced many hurdles in my life. Do I just continue to doubt but hope that this just passes ? Putting words down to paper, makes me realize that you cannot truly have everything. I just want to wake up without a doubt that my wife will continue to be the person I fell in love with and the person that I want to hold forever. So my confession is I think my wife is having an affair and I am afraid of this truth.