Killing myself
Posted Jul 21, 2013 by anonymous | 336 views | 9 comments
The idea pops into my head a lot. I never have actually gone out of my way to hurt myself, but I always imagine it. I don't even have a "bad" life. For a 20 year old, I don't know why I even feel like this. It's too early in my life, I think. I've always just felt so empty and I guess I'm just not happy. I have a great mother and father who love me, a girlfriend and two brothers. I feel like I have everything I have to be happy and to make something of myself, but I just often feel worthless. And along with that worthless feeling is a loneliness I can't seem to shake regardless of however many people are around me. I'm kind of an easy going person, pretty stoic in the face. Everyone's always asking by me if I'm alright and sometimes I wonder if everybody can kind of see how miserable I am. I don't know why I'm even posting this here. I think I just feel better writing it all out. I've tried to be worth something. I just never feel it. Yeah, that's it.
Commented Jul 23, 2013 by anonymous
naaw could be your imbalanced or could be your jus be u feel your life is missing something chill have fun more u have fam but chill wit some friends have fun is all u can do if u feel empty that means somethings missing simple as that find out and fix it.. lifes great if u make it to be
Commented Jul 22, 2013 by anonymous
I kind of thought that? Cause when people ask me what's wrong I can never answer them. I just feel empty and lonely for no reason. Always have.
Commented Jul 22, 2013 by anonymous
life will drag you down, see a shrink, could be a chemical imbalance,
Commented Jul 22, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented Jul 21, 2013 by anonymous
Yup. Life sucks, but all we can do is just keep going on as best we can
Commented Jul 21, 2013 by anonymous
It breaks my heart to think how my family and friends would react. Often I'm not even sure if I want to die as much as I just want to be out of this miserable place. It just seems the only thing that makes sense is to do myself in. It's not like I can just go back in time and be a kid again.
Commented Jul 21, 2013 by anonymous
You know, I figured if anyone actually answered to this it'd be along the lines of God.
Commented Jul 21, 2013 by anonymous
I totally understand how you feel. Two things keep me from doing it, fear of death and what it would do to my family
Commented Jul 21, 2013 by anonymous
Try to have a relationship with GOD. That's what you're missing. Much love, Jenny:)