Karen
Posted Jun 7, 2011 by anonymous | 561 views | 6 comments
I invited the entire school to the rollerink. Only one showed so I thought,...it was a girl who I really didn't like. I had finaly broke it off with her because I fell in love with Karen. But that night while wallowing in self piddy the other one asked me to couples skate. Then as I rounded the corner there was Karen with tears in her eyes. She ran out and like a fool I stayed frozen in my tracks. I don't know why but I never brought myself to confront her. I didn't feel worthly of the deep Love I felt she had for me and I for her. It's been some 15 years + and I still can't get her out of my soul. Here's the kicker,.. I'm married, my wife has never looked so deeply into my being. She refuses to hold my hand, and the only stare's I get are cold and icy. Now I'm not one who believe's in Karama, but let me tell you "Reality Bites"
Commented Jan 27, 2012 by anonymous
Your a TOOL!
Commented Sep 2, 2011 by anonymous
I only posted this, so that one day Karen would know that I was sorry. I was young and foolish.
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
Serves you right you son of a bastard !
Commented Jun 9, 2011 by anonymous
I strongly believe my wife cheated on me with her girlfriend. I have given my heart and soul to her. I do indeed love her, but it's hard to be loved only conditionaly. It's hard to put a smile on when you feel deceived. Note I will never leave her I simply can't. I could wax eloquently for hours on the ways that I love my wife. I have put forth blood, sweat and tears in my efforts. I have children that I must help with homework and kiss goodnight. I'm just not happy,.. so yes I took a mental folly in the grass across the fence, in wonderment. Isn't that what this website is about?
Commented Jun 9, 2011 by Amanda Confessor
They say the best love is the one we left behind, the one we let slip, the one we think was better than what we have. The grass always looks greener on the other side. What you had for Karen was puppy love. You and/or her would have turned out differently and maybe, just maybe, even worse that your current marriage. So, take heart and do the best with what you have.
Commented Jun 8, 2011 by anonymous
Why is your wife so cold to you? Does she know that you have Karen on a pedestal? If she does, that's pretty tough to compete with. Consider that your wife may feel jealous or inferior to your Karen. That would drive a wedge in anyone's marriage. You haven't written about your marriage. One thing is for sure, marriage is not permanent. If you have exhausted ALL avenues to make your marriage work and it's still unhappy, then you and your wife should move on for both your sakes. It'll never work if it's one sided. Also, where is Karen in her feelings for you now? Does she feel the same way you do? Reality does bite but you also need a reality check. Regardless of Karen, you need to work on making yourself happy. Stop living in the past. You and Karen are not together for a reason. You married your wife for a reason, hopefully love. Revisit your priorities.