just a different name
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 74 views | 0 comments
Ok, where do I start I have a boyfriend that is so mean. I have never been treated worse in my life. We have been together for 5 years. I have a son with him. He hits me all the time. He makes me do everything he says. When I get off work, I have to clean the whole house, do a certain amount of laundry everyday, and cook dinner. If not, he yells at me or hurts me. I have to have sex with him every night, no matter what. I can't have any friends, or even go to the store unless he says I can. I don't know how you can treat someone you love like this. I don't have enough money yet to leave, and I really don't have anyone to help me. But lately I have been turning to this guy I have known for about 4 years. I have never cheated on my boyfriend. But it's just so nice to be treated well. I know this guy wants to be with me, BUT I am so scared to leave MY BOYFRIEND. All I know is him. And if I left I am scared he would hurt me. I wish I were stronger. And If I cheated it would still be wrong, RIGHT? I just want to know what it feels like, just ONCE to be with someone that treats me with so much love, Because I don't think I will ever be able leave, and I don't want to go the rest of my life without that feeling. I am only 25. Without saying leave him, (which would be the right answer) what should I do?
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