I have had a crush on a staright woman teacher. she is 5'10 long beautoful hair, always woth bangs blondish brunett, she probably weights like 130 at most. she is hysterically funny, people love her. She is everything I've ever wanted to be and more. she's so charismatic, however i feel she doesn't know how lucky she is or how beautiful she is. she doesn't dress very pretty just regular sweaters and collared blouses, hair exactly the same eveey day down covering her cute but big ears. tries to play off covering the little patch of acne the has on the bottom of her chin. Never talks about any relationshio with a guy no gossip. hell everyone thought she was Gay. Took me to find out through texting her best friend which is also another teacher to tell she just a picky boyfriend finder. I've loved her since she was my 9TH GRADE math teacher. she nevee evem realy paid that much attention to her but I made my self addicted to her. I would skip class, surround my schedule around hers. eveyone would kid and say sheloved me when I know she realy did not give a shit about me atleast mot as much as I loved her. I don't feel like going to much into detail but I would cry and hurt myself because of the pain i would feel that she wouldnt share the same feelings. she would ognore me because she knew Iwould be mad at her and instead of asking whats wrong would just ignore the situation. Over the years I could creep into her life. Senior year I finally made it inti her car a few times alone with her. One day I found a piece of mail with her address I copied it down. later that year because she was jealous her teacher friend asked me for my number. she gave me her number as well I didnt over text her at all. but when i did She wouldnt text back. after graduation I knew she was vacation anf throight her teacher friends facebook I'd stalk her through common photos shares between each other. I learned to drive and the first time I got the chance I drove a half an hour to her house. looked inside it was dark but nothing special. Then found out she wactually living with that same teacher friend. theyre not lesbians they were just living tigether because the house I checked out before was actually my teachers parents house. I then went to their house. I heared their voices in the back. They came back early from their vaca. as I was about to get back in my car their dog came chasing me and I sped off fast. I saw her run out and call the sog back in. I swear she saw me but she didnt. It's been five years and I still masturbate to poctures we took of each other. I can have full orgasms by just fingering myself. I get hot, cant breathe. it's crazy. Ive met her parents sevreal times at sxhool events and shes met mine.I feel like all I need is her and I would be set for life. I'm 19 and she just turned 30. I love her.