
It's like time travel
Posted Oct 26, 2014 by anonymous | 209 views | 3 comments
On those rare occasions when I wake up on my own, not because of my children, I lay in bed and, for a few minutes, I literally forget that I am a married man with a family and a career and responsibilities. I open my eyes, and, without my glasses on, everything is blurry. I think to myself, "It's Saturday... Chris is coming over, and we're going to play Mortal Kombat and then go cruising around town." Then, slowly, the reality sets in. That was 25 years ago. I haven't spoken to Chris since we graduated in 1996. I am an adult. And as my mind slowly comes back to reality, the let down is overwhelming. I cry silently to myself. That's usually when my wife asks me what's wrong, and I pretend like it's nothing.
Commented Oct 27, 2014 by anonymous
It also happens to me, am living in 2004!!! I keep on fantasizing about the gal whom i love, pure love!!. She is a Doc now and is engaged but my fucking brain wn;t stop remembering her. She turned out to be a bitch! she left me coz i wasn't a doc. Now my problem is, whenever i turn on my laptop i just keep on watching her photos, zooming in and zooming out. When i come back to reality, my life seems all fucked up. A bloody looser!!! To be honest this habit of me is devastating my life, i sleep all day and up all night. I lag behind, i don't have a social life at all. Please AVOID!!! or you will ruin your present.
Commented Oct 26, 2014 by anonymous
Ha. I just realized I probably made it sound like some closet gay thing. It isn't. He was my neighbor, and my go-to buddy on the weekends. He's the only one of my close friends that I lost contact with over the years. In fact, the rest of the circle of friends seem to think he is dead.
Commented Oct 26, 2014 by anonymous
tell me about chris