It's Been Two Years
Posted Oct 16, 2013 by anonymous | 459 views | 2 comments
It's been over two years and I miss you Rocky. I will always regret that last day of December when I decided to end things between us. Those messages you sent me and you got no response. Those chances you gave me to be at least friends with you and I just shot them down. My stupid decision to unfriend you and just delete you from my life. What you did DID hurt me. So I had a valid point to end things between us but what I really regret is that I didn't talk to you about it, didn't give you a chance to see your mistake. I didn't even give you the closure that you said you needed. I called you a few months later and with much reason you didn't respond. I wanted to write to you but again with much reason you blocked me. I called you a couple times later and finally I called you one last time. The last time you didn't answer. My life after the break up went down in a spiral. I ruined that semester in college. I dropped out and was depressed for a long time. I didn’t eat, lost weight, lost my social life, lost my drive... It's been two years and now I live thousands of miles away from you. I sometimes dream of you and this feeling still doesn't go away. I will always have you in my heart and I just wish that there was a way to tell you how I feel. But it’s too late for all that and all I'm looking forward in life is for this pain to subside. I know that one day it will.
Commented Oct 17, 2013 by anonymous
You need to be stay positive in negative situation.
Commented Oct 16, 2013 by anonymous
negative things happen in life but try and find a positive out of it all