So I am incredibly in love with my English teacher. I am 15, and he is 34. I was completely ignorant of the fact that he knew of my feelings for him, until the day came when the rest of the class had went on a field trip, and I was the only one with him in class. I was working on some makeup work I had missed for being absent, and I was having difficulty on a question. I asked him for his assistance, with no intention but to get his help. I had already told myself in the past that we could never be together even though he's single, and that I should remain entirely silent about my love for him. Anyway, when he came over to my desk to assist me, I noticed he smelled incredible. I couldn't help but to notify him of that. Accepting the compliment, I also noticed that ass he was explaining the problem to me, he was leaning down a little but further. He was standing beside of me, walked in front of me, leaned down, end put his hands on my desk. He then looks me in the eyes after a long pause, and a while of him looking down, and says "Tell me what's going on..." I looked at him with a confused look on my face, and said "what are you talking about?" He then grabbed a chair, put it in front of my desk, and sat down. "I know how your feeling towards me." He said with a concerned look on his face. "I can tell you're emotionally, and physically attracted to me... I've noticed how you act around me. You get anxious when I'm near, and sometimes get shaky when I talk to you." Right then I knew I was never gonna be able to talk to him again. "You left your journal in here too, but you're such an interesting student, I couldn't help but to go through it. When I read the page saying how you could never express this to me, I thought of the day I taught this class that it's okay to tell someone how you feel. Whet it's by saying it, writing a note, or even..." That's when he leaned in and kissed me.. And after a long, passionate, time-freezing kiss he said "a gesture." Then he went back to his desk, and smiled at me, and I'm still sitting there like a frozen idiot. I look forward to the day I can get him alone again.