In love with my older cousin, and I freeze when I'm around him.
Posted Jul 30, 2012 by anonymous | 957 views | 3 comments
I'm 15 and in love with my cousin. Let's call my cousin C. Well C is 17 and he's the partier type. He does weed, is a smoker, and drinks. I'm also bisexual--a bi guy--but I think C is straight. Then again, I don't know. He stops by to see me sometimes, and I love him.... even though I have a long distance boyfriend I date. He lives near St. Louis, and I live in New Jersey. My boyfriend is a great guy, fun, smart, and we have a ton in common, except he's attracted to trouble... Back to C. I also heard he gave one of our cousins a ******* when some of my family were all drunk. I bet he was too... C is over my apartment now. He only comes over when my other cousins my age are over, and I wanna be alone with him. I haven't come out to him or anything either, and I really want to. But I'm just afraid for his reaction, since he always talks about ***** and getting girls. But strange enough, I want him for myself. Even though I still am emotionally in love with my boyfriend, I want C and me to be closer, relationship wise. I've only just recently told my mom that me and my boyfriend are dating, but she's ok with it. But I'm NOT telling her--and never have--about my love for C. Or my whole family.... So how can I get C for myself? Or become closer with him? (In private or public) I only see him every once in a while, and I wish he could come over more.
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