In Love(?) with best friend
Posted Apr 7, 2013 by anonymous | 243 views | 4 comments
I have two best friends. A boy and a girl. I don't know why, by off late, I've been thinking of my guy best friend a lot. I mean, I don't know how to explain it. He is always in my mind. I remember the little moments that we shared and that makes me happy. And well, I feel a little weird and sometimes disgusted that I get sexual thoughts about him, I don't want to but the thoughts make me happy. But more that the bodily attraction, I want to be hugged by him. I want him to pat me on my forehead and put me to sleep. I was drunk once, and he took care of me. I felt like I was on heaven when his soft hands were on my forehead. I didnt want him to go! Well, the thing is, I know he will never love me because he loved my other best friend. They were dating for a long time but she fell in love with another person. Now, I think I have strong feelings for him and I know that things are never going to work out between him and me because for him, I will always be his good friend. All I know is, I can never let him know about my feelings because that will ruin something that I have - a true friendship. Oh yes, I am cool with my girl best friend. She is the bestest and awesomest. She will actually like it if I were in a relationship with her ex but I don't wanna ruin the present equation. We three are good friends right now. Besides, it wouldn't be right on my part. But the feelings are killing me from inside. I just hope they disappear soon and I start having the same feelings for someone else! (Yeah, right! ) Wish me luck. :) ..... Feels good to share it..when you cant share these sort of things with your best friends! ;)
Commented May 4, 2013 by anonymous
Your asnwer lifts the intelligence of the debate.
Commented Apr 8, 2013 by anonymous
Get drunk with him, and fuck him. You could always fall back on the fact that, you were drunk.
Commented Apr 7, 2013 by anonymous
awww just flirt w him til he starts feeling the same way back.;)
Commented Apr 7, 2013 by anonymous
you should tell him