I'm happy it's nearly over!
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 105 views | 0 comments
Oh how I will miss my house, two of our four cats. I will miss seeing our daughter every single day. I will miss my yard and my gardens. I will not miss this ugly limbo I've been living for almost two years. Its almost over for real. By summer it should all be split up and sold and then the new beginning begins. Oh how I will love not being a piece of meat, I will love not having constant anxiety of what your up to. I won't miss your idea of joking. I won't miss wondering if you and her are still friends or if you chat or worse. It won't matter any more to me . What you do will not matter to me any more. I already feel relief. Sad part is I've gotten used to this half life, this am I here or there life. I long for my own place to make my own home. Alone, safe, no worries. It's not far off now. Thank god.
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