
I'm engaged... Twice
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 114 views | 0 comments
I'm 22 and I became engaged to my first fiance about a year ago... He's my age, in medical school, very cute, and a really nice guy. When I'm around him though, I'm not myself. I'm much sweeter, more responsible, and less sexually charged. I'm also not in love with him... really, at all. I met another guy around 6 months ago, whom I'm also recently engaged to. He's 31 and I'm pretty sure I'm viewed as only his 'trophy girlfriend'. Unfortunately, I love this guy and act more like myself around him. I'm literally living a double life right now. I change clothes when I meet each one and I have separate phone numbers and emails for each to reach me at. I have no idea what I'm doing anymore, and I'm sure the choice is obvious to anyone reading this (indeed, to myself as well), but I can't stop myself. It's really only a matter of time before they both figure it out... And I don't know what I'm going to do.
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