I'm dieing inside!
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 128 views | 0 comments
My husband is emotionally killing me with his verbal abuse. Just so he would not make my life a living hell for tomorrow, I just gave my body to him a few minutes ago. I drank five shots of vodka straight before so I would not feel anything, it did not help. I feel like nothing. The more he pawed over my body, the emptier I felt. Just laying there while he grunts and pushes inside of me, biting me thinking I enjoy this after he tells me I am nothing. How can a man make love to a woman who does not move or make a sound? I was like a corpse. Now i feel like a common prostitute, giving myself to someone so they do not put me out on the streets. Dear God, why?
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