I'm too small
Posted Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous | 261 views | 9 comments
I am really depressed. I am a 14 yo high school freshman. I was born premature and have .a lot of health problems including a heart defect. I am kind of small for age. I am 4'5" tall and weigh about 70 lbs. ... Elementary and Middle were bad at times, but HS has been hell. A lot of the older kids make fun of me and tell me I'm in the wrong school. They say the Preschool is down the street. I get my books knocked out of my hands every day and pushed into lockers. I feel so intimidated every day. I do have a few friends from elementary an middle school here, but they don't ever seem to want to help me. We have freshman dance coming up soon. I have tried to find someone to be my date, but I keep getting turned down. This one girl I've known for a long time told me girls think I'm cute, but they would never date me because it would be embarrassing. I have a feeling I am going to never find someone and live a lonely life.
Commented Oct 3, 2014 by anonymous
I never laughed so hard....the preschool is down the street!. Maybe if you go to the preschool you can find a date! LMFAO!
Commented Oct 3, 2014 by anonymous
You are right to be depressed. You are way too short. It' hopeless dude, No girl will ever want you!!!!!!!!!!
Commented Oct 3, 2014 by anonymous
Kill yourself, you useless runt! Do your family and friends a favor and die!! No one will ever want you and your 2 inch erect dick!
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
Thank You for writing. That does give some hope that I can have a normal life someday. I suppose one thing that really bothers me is I'm so much shorter than the rest of my family. My Dad is 6'1" tall, My oldest brother is 6'2" and my other brother who only 12 is about 6 inches taller than me. I really try to be nice and a kind person so I know I could make a girl happy if she'd just give me chance.
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
My eldest brother is trying to find a program to help build me up some. The problem is I have to be so careful because I get tired really easily especially in extreme hot or cold weather. I have gone through puberty, but i still look like a ten year old!
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
Thank You, you sound really nice. I would probably be interested, but i'm really straight. I seriously want a girl friend or a least a girl to spend time with me and not think I'm a such a runt. We can talk though, if you want.
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
I went to school with a fellow that sounds like he was similar in build as you are. He grew up to be well-respected and is now wealthy and has a great family. I remember him always getting knocked around and picked on constantly but he always kept his cool and pressed onward. I don't remember him ever having a girlfriend until college maybe, but he has the last laugh now with a good looking wife, a big house, nice cars, etc. I know for a fact that several of the losers who bullied him are struggling in their lives with alcoholism, drugs, failed marriages and such and probably look at him now with envy. Don't get down. Look upward and press onward. Things will get better and you're certain to find someone who will fall in love with you.
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
My advice is to take some self defence classes, if your heart will allow it. And I don't mean so you can beat people up, but just for the self confidence. At 14, if you have gone through puberty, you could also work out, to put on a bit of muscle, that way you would look a bit more imposing (also helps with the girls.)
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
You sound like such a sweet boy, I wish we could meet up , I would take you for a long term relationship and I would love you like no other . I would hold you for hours looking deep into your eyes telling you how special you are to me, kiss you passionately and when we make love I would be so gentile with you! If only you were willing to let a guy into your life we should talk