I'm so depressed.
Posted May 6, 2013 by anonymous | 349 views | 7 comments
I'm at the point where I just don't want to do anything anymore. Nothing has a purpose, not even living; and yet I can't bring myself to want to die. I'm drifting through life right now. Life is boring. It's too routine. I'm transgender (ftm). My mom refuses to recognize me as her son. She makes me miserable, but when I tell her so, she flips it on me and makes me feel even worse. Essentially what she says is "I'm offended that you're offended by me". She even had the audacity to blame my depression on my friends who "foster this kind of mentality". In reality, she is the culprit. She's impossible to reason with. I severely lack the parental support I so badly need; my dad died in seventh grade. I'm currently in tenth. Everything sucks and I'm always sad. I don't want to be here anymore, but there's nowhere else to go.
Commented May 26, 2013 by anonymous
Dude, don't be a douche. Being trans is in no way shameful. If your mom can't accept you for who you are then screw her. There are millions of people in this world that will support you and one day it will all be okay.
Commented May 8, 2013 by anonymous
I think its wrong for you to be transgender. Thats prolly why your mom hates you. I think you being that way has a lot to do with your depression as well. People are gunna pick on u your whole life for trying to be something your not. You prolly brought your mom great shame and embarrassment. The best way to resolve this is to go back to your actual gender. Honestly.
Commented May 7, 2013 by anonymous
The depression towards any situation that made you be on your knees down but you should stand tall for some reason.
Commented May 7, 2013 by anonymous
I didn't mean to write "On facebook' i meant to write " on the internet" Fuck Facebook
Commented May 7, 2013 by anonymous
It sounds like your in a bit of a life rut. Stuck in one place not moving forward and it's hard to feel like your every going to feel better, but one day you will. I feel like you should focus on one thing in your life that could/would make you happy and try to achieve it. Join some transgender support groups/groups on Facebook to make some friends. I'm sure there are a ton of people going through what you are with their moms too. life always gets better, you just have to make it better by going after the things you want. good luck man
Commented May 6, 2013 by anonymous
A hobby? WTF kind of advice is that?
Commented May 6, 2013 by anonymous
It'll be ok just take a deep breath. Find a hobby you like and enjoy life