I'm pretty sure I'm a pedophile.
Posted Nov 7, 2013 by anonymous | 662 views | 15 comments
I'm attracted to girls as young as four or five, but I feel deeply ashamed of it. I'm also pedophobic (afraid of children), and this is probably partly why. I don't know what to do--I'd never want to hurt a child, but I'm afraid I might someday. I just need someone to talk to that won't instantly call me a monster and just hear me out. I'm very against child abuse, including sexual, so I don't know why I'm attracted to little girls. I'm also female and almost sixteen at that, and it hasn't gone away like I thought it would as I grew older.
Commented Aug 1, 2014 by anonymous
lets hook up sweetie i would love to get to know you
Commented Jun 20, 2014 by anonymous
Your right !!
Commented May 31, 2014 by anonymous
Please make an appointment and see a psychiatrist. Do not go untreated.
Commented Nov 11, 2013 by anonymous
The only way to cure this lust is to pull one of those tight young girls to the side and savagely fuck them.
Commented Nov 9, 2013 by anonymous
Get a bf bitch
Commented Nov 8, 2013 by anonymous
Thank you. :) I won't, and if I felt I would, I'd get help.
Commented Nov 8, 2013 by anonymous
I'm the original poster, but unfortunately, I agree with you. A guy most likely wouldn't even be given a chance. :/
Commented Nov 8, 2013 by anonymous
if this was a guy i dont think anyone would be saying the things that they are :/
Commented Nov 8, 2013 by anonymous
It's people like you who save my faith in humanity- You have a problem, and you address it. Thank you. I don't judge you. There's toonnnss of things online about dealing with what you're going through. Don't worry- just don't act on it. Fantasize if you must, but don't act on it.
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by anonymous
Unfortunetely it won't go away. We cannot help or control what turns us on any more than a gay person can make themselves straight. You can and MUST not act on it though. You can find great resources about living with this at a place called savagelove.com I believe. Just google Dan Savage then search his archives for this topic and you will find a lot of helpful info and a sex expert that understands what your dealing with and offers the best help that currently is known. Best of luck to your poor souls and remember you can't help how you feel ONLY how you act and you need to fantasize but never realize...Bry
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by anonymous
I'm the exact same way...
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by anonymous
It's good that you're addressing this now before doing anything crazy. You probably like kids but mixing it up with being attracted to them unless you think about them sexually then you need to speak to someone for help. You're still sane to know you don't want to hurt them. Imagine someone hurting your kids in future how would you feel? If it affects you then maybe you can resolve it.
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by Brex64
I don't think you should accept your fetish though... Because thoughts lead to actions. And if you don't correct those thoughts, you'll start to act on them. And if you're already scared of yourself, the last thing you want to do is actually hurt a child.
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by Brex64
Well you're still young so you still have time to correct it :) Just sit down and write down all of your thoughts and keep track of your feelings. You'll soon train yourself to be disgusted with your attraction to little girls by reading the sick thoughts. Don't worry. You still have time. You're not a monster.
Commented Nov 7, 2013 by anonymous
I know exactly how you feel. My turn on is s/m, and I had the exact same thought about it going away, as i grew older.. When I'm masturbating I like to think of things as spanking etc, but at any other moment I find it disgusting and awful to even consider hitting somebody. I hope you find a way to accept your fetish :/