I'm not a tough girl, I'm a wimp.
Posted Jul 19, 2012 by anonymous | 646 views | 9 comments
24 years of building up a reputation that I stick my neck out for others and bust balls has its evidence, but I'm a coward. I don't let others see it, but I'm terrified of intimidating people, my anxiety goes through the roof when I have to defend my friends, I'm paranoid of being in crowds by myself, and I have to fight the want to flinch/cry when someone yells at me. No guy wants to go with me because they think I'm ruthless. My girl friends look at me like I'm Wonder Woman. Well, I'm not a superhero or cold-hearted. I want to feel safe, hold someone's hand, get married, and have a child; I want it, but I feel like I've lost my chance at that because it's expected and tested of me to be brave and stern all the time.
Commented Nov 29, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Aug 30, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Jun 20, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Nov 28, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented May 8, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented May 4, 2013 by anonymous
hey u ready to fuck me
Commented Mar 23, 2013 by anonymous
You are not a coward. Doing something even though it scares the hell out of you is true strength. Being able to protect what you need to is what strength is all about. You are not a coward if someone showed no fear that would just be reckless. You are strong but if people think you're ruthless and you don't want them to them just be really friendly and nice until the time comes when you really need to protect
Commented Jul 20, 2012 by anonymous
Nice story but you should post as article on directory site for better review.
Commented Jul 19, 2012 by anonymous
Live your values----to thine own self be true. That's all I can offer.