I'm in love with my straight friend.
Posted Apr 27, 2012 by anonymous | 569 views | 3 comments
So, title says it all. I'm a bisexual. And, I'm in love with my straight friend; let's call her Marie. She's all that fills my thoughts. Everytime she sees me I get butterflies and that smile, and that laugh. I could listen to just her laugh for the rest of my life. But it's killing me. I've became depressed, moody and have attempted self harm. All because she is out of bounds, forbidden. She dosent know about my feelings and I know thatshe is going to get a boyfriend again soon. She's a beautiful girl with an amazing personality. The only thing that's keeping me going is that I want to see her happy. Even though I know it will kill me, but I'll go through the agony as long as she gets her fairytale ending.
Commented Apr 29, 2012 by anonymous
wtf are you talking about??? anyway...to the op...i'm sorry, this must really suck for you. no matter what happens with your friend, self harm isn't just hurting yourself. it hurts other people too. including the girl you say you love. so perhaps you might want to rethink that particular behaviour.
Commented Apr 28, 2012 by anonymous
I too am more concerned about her happiness.
Commented Apr 28, 2012 by anonymous
If you really love him then tell her your feelings about her. If she is also have the same feelings that you are having then keep on with the relationship otherwise have a continue relationship as friend.