I'm hooked
Posted Feb 10, 2012 by anonymous | 404 views | 3 comments
I have been addicted to pornography and masterbation now for many years now. And I believe it has really effected my relationship with my wife. I don't won't to hurt her so I keep it hidden. Actually, I don't want to hurt anybody, my kids or friends or co workers or the people I work for. I don't care if I get hurt, it's everybody else I worry. I have seen many people confess awful things to their loved ones and it devasted them just so they could feel better. That.seems to be the apitamy of selfish behavior. Yet for the sake of my own soul I must walk in the light and confess. Of course what makes this worst in peoples's eyes is that I am a pastor. Sorry to all i offend. At this point i offend myself. Yet, i press on, i havn't given up. I am still seeking freedom and healing from God because i have seen him do in other parts of my life. But in this area i confess my weakness. Help me Father, give me grace. I will not give up and I am determined to find God in a way that truly sets me free. Show me the way!
Commented Feb 12, 2012 by anonymous
there isnt anything wrong with porn, that is society's bull that is inculcated into you from birth. enjoy your porn and your jerking off. if jesus didnt want you to be a compusive jerkoff he wouldnt have given you a dick
Commented Feb 11, 2012 by anonymous
This seems like a FAKE to me. Pastors confess to other pastors and so this just doesn't add up.
Commented Feb 11, 2012 by anonymous
You have confessed the guilty! God will forgive you for that. Leave the past & have a new start of life.