I'm afraid I'm never going to change and I want to die.
Posted Dec 8, 2013 by elephant0119 | 212 views | 2 comments
I want to sink a knife into my wrist and tear it down my arm. I want to floor the gas pedal, and drive my car into a brick wall. I crave the moments before I die. I want the people who are trying to help me feel guilty they've given up on me. I want them to miss me. I want them to regret hurting me and letting me hurt. More than anything, I want them to know my pain.
Commented Dec 11, 2013 by anonymous
Listen to Korn music it helped me and Megadeth in my darkest hour.
Commented Dec 10, 2013 by anonymous
I've been there, too. Don't give up, things will get better.