I'm a terrible person
Posted Apr 11, 2012 by anonymous | 657 views | 4 comments
I think i am a terrible person. I am 14 and already, i'm ashamed of my life. I lie to my best friends, i cheat on tests, I have sex with every girl in grade 9 that asks me to. My father left and hates me i try everything to impress him. My best friend couldn't care less about me because he has other things to do. I just want my life to end. I have tried to end it 6 times but every time my best friend catches me. I want my best friend to shoot me i have planned it out in my head several times and i think this week im gonna ask him. Im a terrible person. What should i do?
Commented Jun 11, 2012 by anonymous
'My best friend couldn't care less about me...........' 'I have tried to end it 6 times but every time my best friend catches me...............' ' I want my best friend to shoot me........' Seems to me like your best friend DOES care a lot about you, since he's saved your life six times. And he appears to be the only one you've told about you suicidal feelings, yet he's still a friend. .. . . .This is classic depression thinking. 'Nobody cares' yet you are surrounded by people who care. You have best friends. You have teachers. You have girls that like you enough to sleep with you. You have parents (two of them!) who are always there. These thoughts of 'nobody cares' are bullshit you're depressed brain is feeding you and it's not true. What you should do is go to the doctor, or the school, and ask for some therapy. Learn to chill out about it.
Commented Jun 11, 2012 by anonymous
Stop lying, cheating, and being a whore. You'll feel better about yourself.
Commented Apr 23, 2012 by anonymous
Hey, Life is hard when you're in your teens. I've been there, done that, and now I look back and am so happy that I worked through it. I spent a whole summer depressed fantasizing about how I was going to kill myself. I got through it and now I'm 25 and my life is great. You'll be okay, trust me. Don't take your life though, it's not worth it.
Commented Apr 16, 2012 by anonymous
you're 14. you're a hormonal wreck and you have alot of growing up to do. get some counseling. and if you're banging all these girls, i hope at least you're being safe about it. otherwise you're going to end up with a kid, and your life will suck even more.