I'm a bitch I know.
Posted Oct 9, 2012 by anonymous | 358 views | 3 comments
I realize now why I have such a hard time letting go of my boyfriend and why I agreed to try again but put at end to it only two weeks after. At first I thought it's because I wanted to try again. Then I thought it was out of guilt because I hated seeing him in pain. Now I realize it's because the thought of being on bad terms with him and having him ignore makes me extremely anxious. But the thought of dating him doesn't appeal either. I won't make the mistake of trying to get back together for this reason, and I promise I'll be firm in my decision and let things come around on their own time. But I'd like to confess: Even if I know I'm at fault, I hate the thought of someone mad at me, someone avoiding me, and others thinking badly of me (I know i'd be disgusted at me if I were his friends).
Commented Oct 12, 2012 by anonymous
no one cares
Commented Oct 10, 2012 by anonymous
coolstorybro.
Commented Oct 10, 2012 by anonymous
You are having a right kind of attitude dear.