I used to have feelings like that about my husband. Then he almost died . I thought my heart was breaking in a million pieces . Be careful what you wish for . You just might get it :( Hope things get better for you

I used to wish my husband would die. I knew if I divorced him everyone would blame me, especially my parents and never let me live it down, what a rotten thing I did to poor, poor, precious him. I knew if he divorced me it would be even worse because then having failed to satisfy him in some key fundamental way and my parents would spend the rest of their lives until the day the died reminding me of how I blew it, couldn't get anything right.On the other hand if he died, because no one knew how much I really wanted out of the marriage they'd assume I was sad and broken hearted. Instead of bitching at me and chewing me out people would feel sorry for me - visit, hold my hand, offer me words of encouragement, lend their support, cook me casseroles and offer to babysit the children. Instead of being broke and having to fight for custody and then share it with unreasonable him I could have sole custody, no financial worries and my children would never, ever blame me for leaving their dad because it wouldn't be me who made that decision it would be God's choice. However no matter how hard I prayed God didn't decide to kill him. However the good news is it gets better. If you are wishing a spouse dead and get divorced eventually you stop hating them because you realize it wasn't so much them as it was being married, hating it and not having the guts to do anything about it but whine to yourself and wish them dead instead of doing something better, healthier and more proactive like saying fuck family, fuck friends, fuck God, fuck the church fuck what anybody thinks about it and then just divorcing them. Actually now that I don't have to be married to him I like my ex husband just fine, I care about him more than I did towards the end of our marriage and I'd be really, really upset, feel rfeel awful today if he was hit by a car and killed in an accident or something. But not if he'd have been struck dead by a drunk driver or run away out of control vehicle 30 some years ago.

Instead of wishing death upon someone. why don't you just divorce her, idiot.

I bet you'll kill yourself before the poster does

Your a weak pathetic gutless loser so why would she want to fuck you. She prefers a real man jackhammer fucking her like submissive slut she is.

Been there, done that. Every time I heard of a car wreck in the area I hoped it was her. Finally divorced the bitch and now life is wonderful!