I wish I didn't exist
Posted Jul 10, 2012 by anonymous | 758 views | 6 comments
I don't understand what's my purpose in this world, or why God has given me this life. I know and understand in some ways I'm a very fortunate being I'm healthy, I have a family but for some reason inside I don't feel like this world is for me, I'M NOT SUICIDAL. I just feel like I don't belong anywhere and what I mean by anywhere is in this world. I've been through a lot and I feel like that has broken me as a person, I hate myself and I'm never satisfied with who I am. When one hardship ends another one begins. I know life isn't easy but , I feel like giving up. I pray everyday asking God to make this life better for me and my family.I always imagine what my life will be like if I could be the person I always wanted to be. I have mdd (maladaptive daydreaming disorder) and I always imagine myself as this beautiful, smart,talented well rounded person. I just don't know what to do anymore please help me .
Commented Jul 18, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Nov 10, 2012 by talisman
Hey anon, Here's the thing, none of us have a "place" in this world until you make your place. I had to learn that the hardest way. I'm still working my way into figuring out what I'm supposed to do, humanity wise. Everyone's purpose is the same, live, eat, make babies, raise the babies into adults, then die. It's the middle parts that fuck us up. Find something that makes you smile. Happiness is meant to come and go, inner joy is what allows someone to experience happiness.
Commented Sep 29, 2012 by Tattered Teddy
Get some help, join a support group or maybe some counseling. I have felt worthless and purposeless myself many times. Also wishing I just wasn't alive anymore. I think that seeing a therapist did help me.
Commented Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous
You are a worthless piece of shit. Please do us all a favor and move to Mexico.
Commented Jul 14, 2012 by anonymous
Listen, a lot of people feel have felt this way. You have a purpose otherwise you wouldn't be here. Your purpose is to do what makes you happy because god wants you to be happy!.
Commented Jul 11, 2012 by anonymous
Don't be frustrate. Be chilled. God give equal opportunities to all. Just you have to make sure you always on positive path.