I wish
Posted Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous | 186 views | 2 comments
I wish so badly I didn't love you. So badly. I have loved you for the past 13 1/2 years ever since the first day we met. It was you. It was always you I wanted. I remember the first time our eyes met and we couldnt look away from each other How could we have kept letting the moment pass? How could you leave that party that night all of those years ago & hook up with another girl and have us go back to being just nothing How did it just never happen for us ever? And why. Why did you call me out of the blue a year ago and come breezing back into my life? Hearing your voice woke those feelings back up I tried so hard to let die You say you want me now? Now you're ready? When it's too late for us? I wish I could shake you and yell at you For making me love you like this I wish you'd just go and forget me. Try and let me forget you. But I miss you so much For as long as I live I will never love anyone like I love you It was you, it has always been you It will be you until my dying day my love Forever
Commented Jun 13, 2013 by anonymous
No, Im the OP and it's more complicated than that. We do love each other. He told me he's never loved anyone like he loves me
Commented Jun 12, 2013 by anonymous
You're the backup girl if things doesn't work out. Once he hitch a new girl he will dump you again.