I was molested at 15
Posted Jun 9, 2013 by anonymous | 695 views | 7 comments
When I was 15 I just started getting into smoking weed. I was a naive stoner kid. Me and my two other friends had a dealer. He called himself Dre. They knew him better then me, but he asked about me and wanted to smoke me out. I said for sure because he always had the good chronic. Dre was 18 at the time and twice my size, pretty intimidating guy. I go to his pad and were smoking out and listening to music. His cat jumps on my lap. He starts petting his cat and reaching lower and lower. I was so stoned and afraid I didn't stop it. He never touched the skin, just groped me through my pants. I finally built up the courage and grabbed his hand and asked him what he was doing. He came out of the closet to me and said he was gay. He asked me if I ever had gay fantasy's and I said no. He asked me if he could just get a handful and I'm like fuck no. He made me swear I will never tell his secret. In about a weeks time I told the whole fucking town. Now that I'm a adult I think I want to kick his ass for what he did to me. He's still a lot bigger then me but I'm older and more gruff now. I think I can bloody him quite easily. I would use his face to wipe the blood off the concrete when I got finished. What should I do? I didn't press charges back then, which I should have. He needs to face his justice. Should I kick his ass?
Commented Jul 12, 2013 by anonymous
Do you think kicking his ass will solve anything
Commented Jun 18, 2013 by anonymous
beat his ass
Commented Jun 11, 2013 by anonymous
go for it kick his ass I would
Commented Jun 9, 2013 by anonymous
You don't know how it affected me though. I didn't lose my virginity until I was 21 because I wouldn't let a girl get close to me. I was traumatized. Yes I felt violated. It is a big deal. Now that I am callused by life's bullshit I feel tough enough to stick up for myself like I should have. There is nothing right about what he did. I was so young. He has a predator mentality. He victimized me in a sense. It could have ended up a lot worse but still. I need my payback.
Commented Jun 9, 2013 by anonymous
Honestly, you're making this a much bigger deal than it is. How was he supposed to know you didn't like it if you didn't say anything? If he stopped when you asked him to, he did nothing wrong. It's not like he was much older, he's only three years older. That's not even illegal in most states. Did you really expect him to know that you wouldn't like it? I understand you're mad that you got touched in a way you didn't like, but it's not even really his fault. Look at things from another perspective.
Commented Jun 9, 2013 by anonymous
Haha no. I'm just angry that I didn't stick up for myself back then. I want revenge.
Commented Jun 9, 2013 by anonymous
I think you might have contracted the homosexuality virus! :O