As early as I can remember I would rub myself against anything and everything to get off. I would touch myself anytime I could. While I was reading books, playing with dolls, whenever. By the time I was 5 I had seen my cousins penis in the tub and soon after I walked in on my other cousin, the first cousins older brother, jerking off. I watched him spank it until he turned and saw me. He freaked out and kicked me out of his room. My mother was a single mom from my birth on. She never married, but had a few boyfriends. I was caught masturbating several times and was always scolded by my mother and others telling me I should not do that. I couldn't stop though. My mother had two jobs and worked a swing shift at kfc and a night security gig at a warehouse. I would get babysat by various neighbors. One in particular I became fond of. His name was Jim and had two sons one my age and one about 3 years older. His wife worked with my mom at the warehouse. They would watch me after school and until my mom came home in the morning with his wife. My mother in trade would watch their kids some days and weekends. The first time the boys caught me masturbating the one my age Ricky was grossed out, but the older one Jim Jr, everyone called him Junior, was interested and watched me do it until their dad came in and stopped it. Junior and I would fool around while I was growing up for years. It was his dad Jim that I had my first real experience with. His wife had gone to work and I was laying on the couch with my head in his lap watching a cartoon, I think it was rescuers down under, with his sons laying on the floor in front of us. About half way through the movie Junior sleeply stumbled off to bed and Ricky was curled up sleeping. I was still awake, but Jim was just sitting there with his eyes closed. I started rubbing my self under my night shirt. After awhile I took off my panties and pulled up my shirt so I could rub harder on my clit . As I was rubbing my self and squirming I felt a hard lump under my head. I reached my hand back and felt Jims crotch bulging. I reached in his sweats and felt his semi hard cock. It was the first penis I touched. I fondled it a little and then pulled it out of the sweats as it got harder. I wasn't really doing much with it just running my fingers around the head and the hole on top. I was still horny and did not know what to do with a penis. For some reason I felt it would be a good idea to rub it on my vagina. I crawled up so I could face him and make sure he was sleeping. I began to slide his shaft inbetween my pussy lips. I liked how the ridge of his mushroom head kind of hit my clit as I ground back and forth. I was loving it but wanted it faster and right on my sweet spot. I squatted over him and took his penis by the shaft. I began rubbing the head all around but especially over my little love bump. My shirt started to fall down a little so I postioned his penis so it would stay up against my vagina while I pulled off my night shirt. I became a little unstable and when I tossed off my shirt I reached forward to brace against his chest. I looked into his open eyes and went weak. When my knees buckeled I felt a slight pop and his head entered me. The rush of endorphins and fear made me freeze, but the weight of my body was slowly forcing me down and his cock deeper. He did not look suprised at all like i had expected. I felt the blood draining from my face I was still frozen in panic. He just leaned forward and kissed me like I had never been kissed by someone. He grabbed my little hips squeezing my butt and began to lift me off, but then he let me go an with a wimper I slid back down. Deeper than before. It was sore but I kinda liked it. I did not fight his kisses or his hands feeling out my flat chest and sensitive nipples. He took me to his room and slowly made love to me in classic missionary style. When he came he shot it all over my chest and tummy. We never did anything again, but I think he would sneak a peak of me fooling around with junior. Junior was a horrible lover in some ways, but his stamina and enthusiasim made up for what he lacked in finess. It was always an argument about where to cum with Junior. I wanted it on my chest, and he just wanted to cum in me and keep fucking like young guys do. There was a few times I woke up over there with a sore pussy and/or tasting like cum. I wonder which Jim it was.