rF7GFE Thanks so much for the blog.Really looking forward to read more. Fantastic.

r3Q5nr Great, thanks for sharing this blog.Thanks Again. Keep writing.

Look, neither you or I know what your plans are for the future but I just want to offer you some information that I wish I knew. You cannot join the military if you were ever suicidal with proof like a record or scars. Not saying you want to join but I didn't know I wanted to until I was much much older and I never knew that. So just in case, now you know.

Keep cutting yourself bitch

You don't buy them. You get prescribed them. They are only for if you have an emotional imbalance and not if you have circumstance based depression. Talk to your parents about seeing a therapist or accidentally let a teacher see your cuts. They legally have to say something to your parents. Although trust me, it's best to stop early than to keep doing it for years then recovery is a bitch. Trust me. I'm doing it right now :/ stay strong my friend. I believe in you.

I'd love to start taking anti-depressants, but I just dont know how to ask my parents to go drive me to a drug store so I can buy some...

Your situation is a lot more common than you might think. I thought about suicide so much from age 12 up to age 20. My life was so fucking miserable; I always felt awkward and uncomfortable in my own skin and worried how other people saw me. I realized that I must have some sort of chemical imbalance or something, because I would have anxiety attacks about shit other people didn't even think about. I talked to a psychiatrist and started taking anti-depressants regularly. They really balance me out and make me feel like a normal human being. Now that I don't worry so much, my life is awesome! I have an amazing girlfriend and my friends are some of the sweetest people I've ever met. I know my teeth are crooked and sometimes I can be socially awkward sometimes, but I now I can see that nobody is perfect and life is to short to worry about little stuff like that.

The 'bright side' is hard to conjure up when your on my side of the mind, but I'll try

Thank you, :)

Thanks, Im glad I went to this site, I was scared even more people would make fun of me, but thanks again for your comment :)

6 year olds play barbies, go troll somewhere else you asshole

Thank you, that really helped, :)

youre 12. go play barbies and play with yor friends and ignore everyone else. because when you turn 15, drugs sex and boys come along

Keep the barking dogs bark, the time will tell all the thing.

All over the world kids are being called names at school, bullied and think or have thought about suicide. who's better? the kid who has no compassion for other people or the kid that keeps to themselves and yet has to deal with mean assholes? ... I'd rather be the bullied than the bully. Kids like that usually feel guilty when they're older. Another thing, suicidal thoughts occur when we feel hopeless. Remember there is always hope things will change. Be strong now and things will get better. You are 12 and still learning about yourself. Other kids can't tell you who you are. They don't know themselves yet either. Usually why kids bully other kids is because they are insecure about who they are or having problems at home. Pity these fools and tell them they're insecure losers. You mght not see it now but later you'll realize it wasn't as much something wrong with you but them that made them mean. Only you will grow to know yourself truly and see that every hurtful thing they said were lies.

Junior high is a place full of little assholes in training. Forgets those degenerates. Surround yourself with quality, if the school is unfortunately devoid of any such individuals get involved in a hobby where you can forge some quality connections. Also, starvation is not the answer. Believe or not it actually makes you fatter, your body goes into panic mode stores up what you actually do eat. In addition don't let these little twats ruin your life! Prove them wrong and live life to the fullest. Also, remember that beauty is not just skin deep, be a beautiful person from within express kindness, compassion, and gratitude. This won't be a cure all and assholes will be assholes. But I'm almost certain that you'll attract some people to yourself. And also, your only 12, you have quite a few years left to grow, I've seen some quite homely grow into hot fine young ladies in a span of only 4 years! You can do this. Don't let the haters and parasites take you down!

You are not going to cut, you are going to see your beauty instead. All that pain is going to make you stronger than those people. You will be something great. You may not see it now especially because of what you've been told, but you are beautiful. That blade you seek will be such a regret, all it does is let the pain sink in more, you need to be stronger than that. If you want to feel beautiful try this out, look in the mirror everyday and give yourself a compliment, each day a new compliment. You will see the truth behind the lies you've been told

You are too young to think like this and many other children are too ignorant so you just have to learn to love yourself and please don't harm yourself.

your not fat or ugly. when i was your age i felt the same way. i was so sad inside. the only thing that kept me going was knowing that i would be eighteen one day. everyday i told myself that i was a day closer. everything would be alright. i was abused by my dad. and i was depressed. i tried killing myself twice. here i am, almost 18. and im living with my mom now who took me out of that environment. all because i told myself, it gets better. im almost eighteen. thats how i dealt with it. dont give up. it gets better.