I want him...he doesn't want me
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 110 views | 0 comments
I've been married for 18 years....I no longer love my husband and am currently filing for divorce. However, this guy I used to work with I have begun to have feelings for. He's a flirt, but pulls away just when it gets to that point of where I think he'll actually do something. I've felt like I am on a rollercoaster because of him....when he's paying attention to me, I am flying high and when he doesn't I am so sad. I can't believe how quickly I have fallen for this guy. I do know that he is not over the last woman he broke up with...in spite of his claims of hating her...he also has said he thinks about her every day. I fantasize constantly about what it would be like to be in a romantic situation with him...but I know that for now that is all it will be. My husband and family are unaware of my feelings for this other man...and I think even he doesn't suspect how I really feel about him. It sucks to be me.
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