I want him
Posted Sep 19, 2012 by anonymous | 656 views | 6 comments
I really want this guy Alex. Every time I get close to another guy I only think about Alex. I want him so much. I love him so much. I cant have any other because I only want him. I love him I love him so much. And I cry when I admit to myself that he will never be mine. I get into an emotional state thinking about him marrying another person and having a family with her, never knowing how much I wanted that with him. I am so upset because I know we cant be together. There just isn't enough chemistry when we talk, even though I am melting on the inside wondering what he's thinking about. Sometimes I fantasize about him coming to my house to tell me he feels the same way! He is so kind and sweet. One night at my friends party he was there. He got so intoxicated. He was totally of his head and I kissed him! I couldn't stop kissing him. I took barely any time to breathe. He pulled me in and I sat on top of him giving every urge I have inside me and pouring it out into our kiss. I started dry humping him giving no care about other people watching us. I lost control and took advantage of him being drunk. We kissed forever until he slowly started sobering up and pulled me off him. Once I saw that he was sobering up I walked away. Since that night he has never looked at me the same. I dont know why he doesnt want me. He always calls me beautiful and trustworthy but I will always be just a friend. I want you alex. Let me have you!
Commented Mar 9, 2013 by anonymous
Just let him go you f****n cry baby
Commented Sep 28, 2012 by anonymous
now thats real talk!
Commented Sep 21, 2012 by anonymous
I'm sick of hearing women bitch. At any moment they can take control of a situation like this where for a male a simple misstep could be considered sexual assault. Quit being a faggot and come onto him when he's not blitzed.
Commented Sep 20, 2012 by anonymous
Say to Alex that you love him. He might accept you then.
Commented Sep 20, 2012 by anonymous
do yourself a favor and get over him ,get under someone else.
Commented Sep 19, 2012 by anonymous
sounds like tough love to me!