I used to get naked for strangers
Posted Apr 25, 2012 by anonymous | 771 views | 3 comments
I used to be sorta curious when I was smaller, around 13 or 14 or so i'd find those creepy adults online and undress for them. I thought it was kinda nice to have the attention of someone much older than me. I felt important and special to them. It's not like they could touch or hurt me, it was over the computer and online so I didn't see any harm in it. I'd show everything that they asked to see. I even thought I could do it as a career when I was younger because so many people wanted to see and it was so easy I thought I should start charging people. I thought i'd make it my life career and i'd get by for the rest of my life just by posing naked for people. I didn't think of it as a bad thing, I just liked the attention from someone. They were so excited that it made me feel good to make them happy. How strange. The men ranged from ages of 21 - 46? Something like that. Then I found out I lived right at the end of a street in my neighbor hood where they put people who had been listed publicly as pedophiles. I remember feeling kind of powerful because I knew what they liked and I knew I had it. I'd walk down the street and throughout my neighborhood on a daily basis. I wasn't looking for trouble, actually I was just doing what any kid would do, but the difference was I knew what was on that street... I just didn't realize the dark side of it. Why did I want to tease them and get attention? I don't know it must be some issue I had as a kid but I liked it. I did have one bad incident but I won't get into that. Now i'm older and I realize what I did. I can't say all of that teasing has left. I now have a thing for older men, but then again who doesn't? What a dirty kid I was. I still have not told anyone that little fact about me. Wow, just wow.
Commented Jun 29, 2012 by anonymous
I know how you feel. I was curious like that when I was younger too, and I used to talk to the creepy guys and sometimes girls online and send them pictures of whatever they asked for. I'm 19 now, and I live terrified that someone I know will see one of those pics of me online somewhere.
Commented May 1, 2012 by anonymous
Do you want to act on your feelings for older men?
Commented Apr 26, 2012 by anonymous
What if your parent's would about this thing. They might get angry on you. What you will do then?