i understand why ppl use drugs
Posted Sep 18, 2011 by anonymous | 402 views | 2 comments
male 26. I now understand why ppl use drugs.....i wish i had access to them now to make this pain go away. Ive never used drugs and only been drunk 5 times. I had a good childhood. I think ive been truly happy for the equivalent of 6 months since i hit puberty. i feel like ive been going though life like a robot. I will keep trying to find happiness, but i dont know what i will do once my mom dies. She is the only reason im still alive.....suicide is a high possibility in the future. I will post something later as to why my life has been pretty shitty.
Commented Sep 20, 2011 by anonymous
false Prophets make life shitty, It makes Me happy fighting false Prophets freeing People from their bondage, I like being A 911 Truther
Commented Sep 18, 2011 by anonymous
hey man, you sound like depressed, but you shouldnt, have you ever tried to find a life partner? I feel so far you haven't tasted life, drugs are the last stop, I use drugs too but try not to get addicted. Find a girl, marry her, have some kids, and that is when you will understand the whole point of life, especially when you come home and your kids run to you asking what you have brought them