I think I'm having a sexual awakening..
Posted Jul 31, 2011 by anonymous | 507 views | 3 comments
Lately, I've been having extremely frequent sexual dreams. I am a 24 year old woman, with a bad history in this department. I have been sexually abused and have a great deal of shame when it comes to sex. I have seldom masturbated in these later years, as it makes me feel dirty and horrible about myself. But recently..these dreams have me waking up touching myself. The orgasms I have in sleep are almost too intense..they wake me up out of a dead sleep, wanting to scream! But the content is the strange thing. I dream I am male, I dream I am giving oral sex to a man I strongly dislike, or lately--it's been lesbian in nature..which I am fine with, but I am shocked by how frequently this happens now! I'd say its almost nightly. I have been masturbating and it's like I can't get enough..it's almost irritating how I will get turned on throughout the day! I daydream about my best friend..about giving him orgasms..cumming in my mouth..fucking me so hard. I am the prudiest girl you'll ever meet, but these are my sick and secret thoughts! I want to get rid of them, but at the same time I don't..
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
God and start fucking. You need to get laid you filthy tart !
Commented Aug 5, 2011 by anonymous
These dreams are perfectly normal especially if you are repressing your natural sexuality. I think you should seek out professional help to deal with your past so that you can be in a loving healthy relationship .
Commented Aug 1, 2011 by anonymous
You are a young woman with physical needs. You are at the age where you should be very sexually active. Have you received professional help to deal with your emotional damages from being abused? I feel sad that you are so ashamed. The human body is a beautiful thing and sharing it with the right person is even better. I hope you re-adjust your thinking and not be so hard on yourself.