I think I'm going crazy, 'cause this can't be love.
Posted Mar 22, 2014 by anonymous | 281 views | 5 comments
I'll try and keep it short. I know this woman, we know each other since we were 8 years old, coincided in Secondary school at twelve. She was kind of my first crush, big time, but never had the guts to ask her to be my girlfriend. I'm 42 now, she's slightly older (11 months), she's divorced now, has two kids. Not long ago we found each other over facebook and we met once, talked, laughed, you know. It was just two old aquaintances having fun. Ever since then, I just cant stop thinking about her, she's beautiful, funny, successful. I'm exactly the opposite, except for a fairly good sense of humour. For a couple of months, around Valentine's day, I felt she was sort of making evident she was available. Talked to her a couple of times over fb messenger, posted there this pic from secondary school on her birthday saying she's still the prettiest, and yes, I guess I was kind of hitting on her. We joked a little on food bets, owing her a birthday hug and so, but never quite set a date. Then she suddenly stopped "liking" my jokes, commenting, all that. Sometimes I notice she goes offline around the time I come in. The truth is, I built all this castles in the air, and all of a sudden I feel ignored and worse, guilty for not seizing the opportunity of asking her out again. I really dont know if she was interested or not, but I feel lousy. I keep telling myself it's no big deal, she's too busy. Others I just plainly hate myself for being such an idiot, I feel she's beyond my experience and way above my league and wish we never found each other again. I'm working on this, but I feel very lonely and needed just to let this out of me before I go nuts.
Commented Mar 24, 2014 by anonymous
he believes in love more so then half the assholes in the world. you should make a grand gesture of love. FIND her , bring flowers confess up and down that she races threw your mind uncontrollably since you two were young. you were too shy and all that. girls appreciate honesty! and even if she turns you down, I'm positive she will soon regret it. cuz she would have just lost a pretty great guy.
Commented Mar 23, 2014 by anonymous
Grow up!!!!!!
Commented Mar 22, 2014 by anonymous
Start dating someone else to get your mind off her. That's what I do and it works believe me. Your too rapped in her. If you already put yourself out there (in other words: hinting ur available) and she doesn't respond, maybe she's just feeling you. It never hurts to ask for another date either. Just keep yourself busy and date other people. She's not worth it if she doesn't see the good person you are
Commented Mar 22, 2014 by anonymous
She's fucking some other guy. Get over it.
Commented Mar 22, 2014 by anonymous
It is not a love kind of.