I am a grown man, and in most ways pretty normal I feel. I have been married twice, have two grown children that I love deeply. I am totally disease n bug free and hiv neg. I have wanted to take what started as more of a curiousity to the next level for several years now, and unfortunately have had zero success in this search for the right owner/owners. Owners that would at least consider allowing their healthy, well cared for, experienced male k9 to mount and breed me... I have actually found several guys in the local area that have one or more experienced males that they share with the ladies in the area that are into these pleasures. Unfortunately none of them would even consider allowing another male the same..: ( I realize that this ever growing desire of mine to have a dog mount and tie with me is more than a bit "Out There" and I have gone through many personal battles within over this matter. But, regardless of how much I try to suppress these desire so that they will go away, they continue to come back, and do so even stronger than ever. I truly love dogs and for me they make one of the best pets and companions that can be had, and someday when I am not traveling so much I hope to have my own again. And it's with some about of shame that I tell you that when the day comes that it's fessable for me to have my own dog again, I know I will be thinking about and hoping that I am able to successfully train him to be quite comfortable and very efficient at mounting and penetrating me, as well achiving a good long Knotting with me as well. In the mean time, is there anyone out there that would be willing to share any and all information that they might have with regards to helping me find that right owner that is willing to allow me stud service from their male dog.. ? I welcome all feed back with the exception of haters.. And do hope that someone out there will read this and have the information that will finally allow me this experience / pleasure. Thanks for taking the time to read this and for your open and honest feed back / ideas, possible contacts, any info that might help me with this search.