I smile while wishing you death
Posted Sep 1, 2013 by anonymous | 267 views | 2 comments
Day in day out, Im surrounded by these people. I have to be polite, I have to be friendly, I have to smile. Truthfully, I cant stand any of them. I hate they way they look at me, like Im beneath them all. I hate the way they cant see past themselves or their own lives. I hate the lies, the bullshit, the drama, the selfishness, the sheer ignorance. I am forced to deal with these people with a smile. Every time I have to smile and be kind, I die a little inside. Why cant they all just die? Why cant they all just fucking DIE?! Why cant you see I dont care about your relationship issues? You cause them with your own misdeeds and bullshit. Why cant you see I dont care about your money problems? You barely work and what money you do earn you squander on non essentials, booze, and cigarettes. Why the fuck should I care if you cant pay your rent?! Why cant you see I truly feel no sympathy for your current predicaments at this point in your life?! YOU did this to yourself!! YOU refused to wise up and get your head out of your ass. Why the fuck is that an emergency for me?! I hate them for their lies, I hate them for their greed, I hate them for their ignorance, even their heartbeats offend me. So why? Why cant they all just die... (When I say these people, I am not speaking about a race. Im speaking about the individuals Im forced to interact with on a day to day basis. I felt the need to clarify because inevitably some small minded fool would take it as such.)
Commented Sep 1, 2013 by anonymous
Yes and No. Some of it is at work, the rest is really just people I have to deal with, especially so called friends.
Commented Sep 1, 2013 by anonymous
Haha sounds work related to me! I'm a hairdresser and seriously feel the same way the last two years. Time for me to be moving on soon!