This is bad. I mean real bad. I feel like shit about it, but that didn't stop me from doing it. I have lived at this place where the neighbors are super close. Almost like a commune. I met this girl who lived there who I shall name diane. Soon after she met a boy and he moved in. I must admit that when I saw him I thought that he was hot, but I never in my wildest dreams thought about anything happening. I was in a relationship and was still getting over my ex. Let;'s just say: I had my hands full. Fast forward: I started to breakup with my boyfriend…diane and lets say,bill, started to invite me to hang out with them. I accepted. Soon we were all best friends and would hang out as often as possible. there was still no chemistry between bill and i…until months later (after hanging a lot with groups fro months and having a stay up till wee a.m. hour good time) Bill and I went on an adventure together when diane fell asleep (we tried to wake her up, but she was drunk). We broke into a party. We realized that we were very much alike, and needless to say we were bonded. From then on lots of thins happened. But fast forward to the point: We have slept together 4-5 times. We have kissed a lot. The last time we did, which was days ago, we sort of told each other that we were in love with each other (by his lead). I know this will go nowhere, as does he, but it's a mind fuck. I actually think that I might be falling in love with him. Diane is tuned into something going on with us, so the past few days he is on lockjaw. BUt I also think that is a way for a guy who is cheating to avoid dealing with the girl on the side who he is clearly using for sex. He says things like "something just tells me to go to you," etc…but it's all bullshit. I know this, but find the magnetism hard to resist since we have had deep discussions and just understand each other as brother and sister. HOw do I stop myself from falling any further? It's such a shitty situation.