I should have died
Posted Apr 4, 2014 by anonymous | 239 views | 2 comments
I died on an operating table and they revived me and ever since then my life has gone to shit, I feel as though something was taken from me. I've never really got over it I can't talk to people about it because no one understands. It was weird because after it I don't see the world the same anymore. Don't get me wrong I tried but it's hard to get over. The only thing I remember is I was happy, I don't remember why or what it was about but I had a feeling of contentment. Then I woke up with a tube down my throat, pneumonia, complications and expected me to just be me again.
Commented Apr 5, 2014 by anonymous
Being a person that has made you died is not a valid reason.
Commented Apr 4, 2014 by anonymous
ouch man ... even though i have personally never gone through that i know how it feel's not to be able to talk to anyone about it i have some serious depression and other issues but i don't talk to anyone about them from fear of them not understanding me or giving crappy advice but i always keep looking at the next day knowing of the things i can accomplish .... i don't know man all i can say is keep treading through and you'll find something that makes you feel whole again, travel man it'll help.Best wishes man!