...i should be over this.
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 83 views | 0 comments
1- i am eighteen and have been engaged three times. 2- i still care way too much for two of my ex's. i think about them all the time, which is even more inappropriate when you consider that... 3- my third fiance (and the one i actually love) died just under six months ago. 4- i hate the people that would have been my in-laws, and i often want to attack them with a taser. which is why i dont own one. 5- i feel useless and miserable knowing that hes gone. i blame myself often enough, because he went through an almost suicidal period where he wanted to die. 6- im tired of people that think that teenagers cant have real emotions. all that i hear is how dramatic things are and how you cant really trust anything. he and i had our heads on our shoulders; we werent getting married the summer after i graduate or anything. maybe after i graduate from COLLEGE. with a bachelors. at least. so...dont go there either.
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