Well... Um.. I'm 19 (just turned) and so is my best friend. My parents are the usual 40 year old mom and 50 year old dad.. But her parents had her when they where like young I'm talking 15 years old young. Her mom left the dad because she's .... A slut I guess... and wanted nothing to do with my best friend so she grew up being surrounded by all these random ladies her dad brings, and let's just say her life through all that was fucked up. I'm talking self harm, bullying, no proper family structure, trying to find her dad jobs.. it was shit. She met me when we where 15 at a youth centre my mom worked in because she was under watch or something for suicide. I started talking to her but she was bitchy at first but I kept trying until I made her smile that day :) long story short that's how I told her I want to see her again and we became close friends. At the age of 16 I said I wanted to come over since she always comes over my house and she hesitated sometimes but finally said yess. Her house...... Was horrible.. Like stinky, trashy and plain ew. I asked where her family where and she told me her dad was fixing his Ute in the garage. I've never in my life seen such a sexy fucking dad. He had bright green eyes black hair was an average built guy and so YOUNG like I mean in his 20s I wasnt attracted at first I just thought he was hot. After we said our hellos we left and I told her how the fuck her dad was crazy hot and young??! and she explained to me. She made me promise to never be a whore around him (as a joke) but I felt like kinda deep down she ment it. My parents are loaded and I explained their sequation at the age of 17 and begged them to atleast buy them a nice small house for both of them. They did ^.^ and the. Surprised her I won't forget that day :") her dad was extremely gratetful to us and espically meeee that he grabbed me by the waist and twirled me around, Jesus christ my body felt like jellllllyyy. Lol.. Anywho me and her decided to have our 18 birthday at that house towards the end of the year my birthdays on December while hers is on November. So it worked :P (apparently it was her first birthday andddddd alcohol!) she got sooo wasted she passed out early on the floor until I dragged her to the fluffy carpet and covered her, I only drank red bull since I was planning to go home but it got late, I was tired and decided I'll sleep over her house. I needed to breath coz the house was too hot and stuffy so I needed air. Until I herd someone light a cigar behind me (her dadd) our convo went down like this "oh, hey she's sleeping... If you where wondering.. She had a pretty fun night" I said while smiling at him, he exhaled all his smoke then threw away his cig and came setting right beside me looking at me straight in the eyes "Ive never seen her so happy, I've never seen her smile like she has through all those past years... You... Changed our fucking lives you gave us happiness and it occurred to me today that I never got to actually sit with you and thank you... Thank you sooooooo fucking much" and hugged me soo tight my heart was now officially in my ass. "She's a special girl and like a sister to me doing this for you guys is nothing.. If you need anything else just ask me..I even have some people who are hiring part time engineers" I replied honestly and smiled.and at that moment I don't know what happend but he FUCKING KISSED MEEEEE our mouths moulded together and he practicly fucked my mouth with his tongue we fell onto the grass still kissing with me I on top of him I couldn't stop myself from grinding my pussy onto his rock hard cock... It kept poking through his track pants onto my clit and by now we where both breathing heavy and just went all out crazy on kissing each other and dry humping. (By the way I way bout 58 my hairs long and black my eyes are hazelish Gray? And I guess I'm not ugly o.o im not trying to grow a head but im not bad ... I guess I'm pretty lol I've had a couple of boyfriends but still a virgin) by the next morning we acted normal I cooked breakfast and he kept trying to rub my pussy under the table while I kept stroking his cock through his boxers. 2 months 3 months and we kept going at it I gave him blow jobs he tounge fucked my pussy almost everyday. .... It came to a point that I lost me virginity to him at a fancy hotel he told me he loved me and that he would like to get engaged!?? (I'm 19 by this point) I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I CANT BECOME MY BESTFRIENDS STEP MOM?????? I CANT EVEN LOOK T HER KNOWING THAT I LAUGH WITH HER ONE MINUTE FUCK HER DAD THE NEXT :( I'm sooo confused I love her dad soo much, BUT I DONT WANT HER SAD ALL OVER AGAIN. AGHHHHHH!!!!! FUCK MY LIFE IM GUILTY AND NEED ADVICE.