I pretty much have no feelings...
Posted Oct 26, 2013 by anonymous | 350 views | 6 comments
So my boyfriend is everything ive ever wished for and in my mind I know that I like him but in my heart...I cant feel anything. I cant feel pain, love, happiness or anything. I think it may be from the year ive had where all ive felt is greif so my body decided to cut off feelings to protect me. Yes, I think I cant feel emotions because my body makes me numb to avoid pain. Im crazy arent I? :(
Commented Oct 30, 2013 by anonymous
Okay what I meant was I can feel emotions but for a few seconds and then i'm done. I wrote this because I know in my mind that I should have feelings and I know that being with this guy should trigger chemicals in my brain to do stuff. I think you knew what I meant but you wanted to be a smart ass
Commented Oct 27, 2013 by anonymous
and they dont bother saying "pretty much"
Commented Oct 27, 2013 by anonymous
I am the same as well. I've suffered a lot of trauma in my life, and it seems to have eliminated my emotions. I think you are right, that when you undergo too much pain, your mind cuts off your ability to feel in order to spare you the pain. Unfortunately the solution has become as bad, or worse, than the problem...
Commented Oct 26, 2013 by anonymous
Im the same.
Commented Oct 26, 2013 by anonymous
Just a stage mate, sociopaths don't take the time to talk about it on the internet.
Commented Oct 26, 2013 by anonymous
If you really didn't feel emotions or were crazy, you wouldn't have these feelings and wouldn't have written this!!