i miss my life
Posted Jun 29, 2012 by anonymous | 418 views | 1 comments
i miss ayyoub, i miss amber, i miss freedom, i miss being strong and feeling good about myself and being happy and having a job and having friends. now i have nothing... now i have a freakin spouse, i wish i was alone and only had a cat to worry about. i wish he listened to me and didnt belittle EVERY THING I EVER SAY OR DO, i wish i could fucking beat his face in for all the times hes broken my heart. i wish i was far far away from here with a new life. i dont want to get married, i dont want kids, i dont even feel like having sex anymore, i just want to be high with a successful career AND AN EDUCATION, which is gone now. i regret the last year of my life, i wish i would have learned my lesson after sydnie hutton. why didnt i listen to anyone? now im stuck and ill never find myself. you make me want to die.
Commented Jun 30, 2012 by anonymous
Wow what a great thought. My best wishes always with you. Make bright future.