I might have been delusional, but you're just as bad.
Posted Apr 22, 2012 by anonymous | 379 views | 4 comments
Deep down I always knew that you weren't really interested in me. After all, we barely knew each other. I was just so swept away by you remembering little things about me that others didn't really remember that I got a little carried away. I admit that part of this, probably the bigger part, is my fault for continuing to delude myself. You have to admit your own fault in this though. You didn't always seem to discourage me and I've provided you with a few chances to turn me down politely or mention something to point out that you were 100% unavailable to me (mention a girlfriend, a steady date, or something), but you didn't take them. When I discovered one of the lies you told me, that sort of put the final nail in the coffin. It was a small lie, but still a lie. So now I'm seen as some desperate and crazy girl that threw herself at you. Well, don't worry. I've finally taken the hint. I won't bother you anymore and if we do cross paths, I'll be friendly but only as much as is necessary to keep from being an ice princess. The thing is, it probably could have been ended a lot sooner with a little less pain if you'd just said "no thanks" to begin with. I wouldn't have minded- I'm a big girl, after all. Sure I'd have been hurt, but it's not like I would've gotten all stalker scary as a result. I know we have at least one place in common that I can't avoid you at, so I can't avoid you completely but I'll try to keep my distance and make our interactions brief.
Commented Jun 9, 2012 by anonymous
Been there. You will be much better when you let him go emotionally, I know easier said than done but one day it will happen and you will find someone wayyy better!
Commented Apr 23, 2012 by anonymous
Keep a distance between you & your girlfriend. That will be better for both of you.
Commented Apr 23, 2012 by anonymous
I totally know what u mean
Commented Apr 22, 2012 by anonymous
Thanks for understanding.