I Massive failure!
Posted Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous | 424 views | 7 comments
I've just turned 30 years old and I feel like a slug going through life. Everything I do I fall short always, I studied Product Design at Uni and got a shitty 2:2 I was 2 points off a 2:1, pointless, the only Jobs I can get are neck down jobs carrying shit about because I'm a fucking idiot. No Job, girlfriends split and I don't blame her to be quite honest, I have 0 pence to my pathetic name, a bunch of so called mates who I know just think i'm a fucking loser because I am. I've seriously fucking failed at everything, nothing I do is great or good so now I just play on games and shit and I'm even fucking shit at that, I just don't feel there is any point in trying anymore. Sometimes I feel like catching a one way train to an alien destination and reinventing myself and having nothing to do with my past, I grew up in care anyway so I have nothing to cling to here In terms of childhood memories but I would feel no way about never seeing friends/family or anything or anyone ever again. Selfish I know but I seriously might just fuck off and start again somewhere else, at 30 years old I have a few years left to do something with my Joke of a life.
Commented Dec 4, 2013 by anonymous
Sometimes we need to start again. So do it. Your obviously not happy where your at.
Commented Nov 27, 2012 by anonymous
yes that is the 29 cutter i have plans to. have you ever read Larry Pardey's book on buinlidg their new boat Talisin? he is a very good craftsman boat builder, many good ideas they have on their boat, i will be buinlidg mine much the same way, as they say keep it simple and go now i have the same problem you have about finding the lead for the keel, at least finding it cheap may not be so easy. my boat will have 6350 pounds of lead ballast.you guys might like the interior layout of the Pardey's boat, they have gravity feed water, oil lamps, simple navigation and no engine. i am looking forward to buinlidg my boat much the same way, it will get me underway faster and less maintanance on extra stuff .good luck on the planking james
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
be a homo & rent out your ass. rentboys make more thanyou
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
Kick start the life again. You will surely get a success.
Commented Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous
Some people just take a little longer to realize what a fuck-up they are. In your case, there's not really much hope. You could hire a hooker, but you'll get the bottom of the barrel hookers, not the hot ones. The ones you get will be skag's with sores all over their bodies, and breath that smells worse than your butt. Just join the church and be one of their loser lemmings.
Commented Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous
Then go somewhere else and live your life. Many people do not have things perfectly mapped out where they get into the right schools get all the good grades and have a soft office job waiting for them when they get done. Many things in life happen by accident along the way through, in work and in love. Move on.
Commented Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous
ha ha your life sucks like no girl would want to suck on you now