I love him
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 50 views | 0 comments
I love Charles, I love Charles. I will love him till the day I die. He doen't love. Everyday I die a little more. We see each other sleep togeather and then he goes back to his girlfriend. Yes, even as I write this I know it sounds stupid. Actually writing and confesing this is really helping me to see that I am allowing myself to be used and stepped on. NO surprise. Already told him I want no part of the nightmare called his life. Still sometimes doing the right thing just feels so shitty. Better to feel shitty for a little while ten to be stupid the rest of my life. Tonight I love him a little bit less and myself a little bit more. So it's a start. Thanks for listening.
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